Monday, April 28, 2008

first time

First time…………first time for anyone is very special, be it bestowed to anything
First rains, I am sure, most of us just love that feeling of first rains, first crush, it can fashion the butterflies in anyone’s tummy, first love, what an immense sentiment, watching a baby smiling or walking for the first time………these all things really can bring smile on the facade of anyone, and being the first ones to happen, the happiness is unsurpassed.
Everyday in life we get to witness or experience something new-fangled. Some experiences are bitter ones but some are just worth remembering for the life time, or worth being the first time.
Moments come, moments go……..what are left behind, are reminiscences. You can cry or regret remembering those moments or can feel happy that you were part of those moments, thus cherishing them for entire life……
Even I believe in welcoming every moment or jiffy in life and esteem its beauty, because I know that the only thing constant in life is changes. What you have today, you might not have tomorrow, so no regrets, no qualms. Just live, laugh, enjoy as if there is no tomorrow…. Smile throughout your path of life, holding tight the memories of each first time…THE SPECIAL FIRST TIME

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

show that u care

Some populaces in our lives are so much imperative, you not only miss them in their absence but the bliss you feel in their charisma can never be measured.
In my life I have quite a few people who hold that kind of out of the ordinary position in my life, just contemplated of bestowing today’s post to them.
To be a bit philosophical life is a voyage; or if we go by what Shakespeare said LIFE IS A STAGE AND WE ALL ARE ACTORS……..
In this expedition or on this stage, we find many counterparts, few good, and few more good and left out few ones are most good. Saying bad about no one just because I think that no one is bad, u just need to ascertain their better side, leaving this aside and getting back to the subject matter (I have a bad habit of deviating from main topic…loll). The counterparts we find sometimes become so close to us that we ourselves never know the magnitude they hold till the time they are with us, but as soon as they depart we know that they do make some appreciable percentage of our life or they are the ones giving us rationale to smile.
Continuing this , everyone sees in a liaison are loads of ups n downs, but I must say these ups and downs should be there not only to make relation strong but it also adds spice to life. Jus envision how boring a life would be if we have no problems, nothing to think, nothing to cry for or nothing to feel happy for…..
Wandering through these ups n downs sometimes what we overlook is that the people who are close to us may sometime need the care to be shown by us. Sometimes feelings are not enough, what are required is utmost care, fondness and showing what you feel.
Its often said that sometimes some things are better not said but understood, but what I would state here is its well again to say the things you feel like or its better to tell the special people in your life, that what importance they hold……. understanding is of course the key factor but sometimes you need to show the tenderness, the care………trust me it would do no harm, but will make the relationship more strong….and the people, your near n dear ones would simply love it.
So go ahead and show everyone you care for that you really love them, you really need them, they are the people who make your life beautiful….they are the essence of your life.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

don wanna mak ny1 hurt........still.......

Making someone cry will be the final thing anyone would like to do. And yeah I am no bizarre, so always endeavor not to hurt anyone anytime.

Life is nutty, crazy… someone asked me to delineate life few days ago in some slam book (as we are supposed to fill as we are in final year) so I am trying to do it….. Now tacit how intricate it would have been for scientists to define few terms or I should say that about those theories and postulates they have put to the fore.
The most widespread dialogue I have heard in recent times is………”WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPENS WITH ME”………and yes everyone knows that there is nothing diverse happening with them but with every 3rd person. In life we be keen on someone, we get love from many people…..and the circle goes on, I don’t know whether to censure destiny, god or myself for this thing but after a blissful day ,night always draw closer. Night is always welcomed from my side, I like watching moon n stars but few people can’t sustain without sunlight. And still they fill their life with darkness.
The nastiest condition is when you know someone very well, and that person is getting snuffle in your eyes because of you or as I mentioned before that you are held conscientious for creating shadows in life of someone who can’t sustain without sunlight, even if you are not doing any such kind of thing…..how would it feel???????
Same thing happened to me, not once, not twice……….it happens every blue moon. Surviving through difficult times with that constant smile on my face, neglecting smaller things , shocking things, uncouth things, hassles, gossips, rumors, taunts, ……… I never knew when it became my nature. The only thing I knew was just live your life the queen size. Do what you yearn for, speak what you crave, because those who matter won’t mind and those who mind doesn’t matter. I do everything to make myself in high spirits at the end of the day until unless someone gets hurt because of me and still I end up being a rationale of tears in eyes of few people.
Although I utter I don’t care for world, let them be, but seeing tears in eyes of someone wounds me a lot as well. I hope for them to stop crying, I want everyone to b happy around me or not in the region of me but what if they will smile only at the cost of my tears???????
What I m supposed to do then, cry to make them happy or jus let them crying for entire life…………don’t know, stuck again……….and this situations makes me say now.....”WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPENS WITH ME”

friends.....n cloud of misunderstanding

Friends ………. enlighten us how to subsist, how to be in high spirits even when misery environs and yes many more things beautiful in life, and sometimes even the bitter and sour truths. Today’s post is dedicated to two of my friends………..
When we are in a faction of three acquaintances it generally happens that we share a generally different equation with both the friends discretely. Both of them are close to us, both r right, both r closes, near and dear ones. But sometimes it happens that the clouds of misunderstanding envelop us, though I may be out of that fuzz but if I see the state of affairs more apparent my friends are covered by that cloudy fuzz, then how can I be out of it.
Misapprehension arouses when any liaison nurture up. With times as we be acquainted with any person better, we know the good and dire of that person. Good is always reasonable to ears and what about the bad stuff? Few people like me have no interest in bad stuff but a misunderstanding is the key words.
That’s what happened between my two friends, who were equally close to each other. Two diverse people, both accurate at their own places. Very much different by nature still together from longer time. But now the charisma of one seems nuisance for another. Big throbbing for me, as both are equally treasured to me. Tried to listen to both of them, trying to suppress hatred in both of their mind, but the outburst, much awaited happened.
I told one of them to talk directly with the other one, so that the seed of hatred in his mind dies before reaping, but that dint happen.
The abhorrence seems even more clear now, tried telling them to excuse n overlook….its all between friends, but as usual things are never in my hands.
Want them to be together again, cant do it, don’t know y…..well, this time actually reminds me of the saying that more u try to hold desert sand in your hand the more it slips………

Friday, April 18, 2008

jus few thot straight from mind

The striking sun shine….making ingress through miniature fissure in my window makes me get up……its 12 noon…..ahhh,I m yet again late in waking up.
Those late nights should be held conscientious, nah, not nights, it’s me who should be held responsible. Life is always pretty amazing. Every jiffy brings lot of good things to twinkle our eyes and dire things to make a tear start its long journey.
voyage of a tear, starts when it leaves eye…..two eyes, very gorgeous creation of god. A sense organ to say but a mean which makes possible 2 see this beautiful world holding plenty of liquid glands-tear glands.
Tears of cheerfulness, tears of wretchedness. Eyes don’t know, they jus let the tears flow……
Every journey has some closing stages, every journey has some destination, but what’s the destination of a tear?
Leaving these thoughts apart, I just thought of opening a blog of mine, where I can write anything..jus for me, jus for my tear………….may b this is the destination