Wel,dreams are dreams….can never be close to reality. I donno why that girl forgot this. I guess because she had habit of living in dreams and not reality. In just a single day the dream of lifetime got over. She was again back to herself, just she and her nightmares. There was no one to hold her hand. The hand she thought to be with her was never made for her, that hand was wishing for some other hand to hold for. There was darkness again, but no beauty she could imagine in it. There was beach but not of sea, but made from her tears on the table she was typing this blog. There was no arm to lift her again. There were waves but of anxiety in her mind, of being rejected everyday. There were no tunes to dance on, just a sad melancholy going in her mind. There was no lap, but a chair she has been sitting on and listening to what seemed most painful to her. Living the moments of distance and trying to accept the fact that dreams are dreams. They can never be true. It was again raining, but drops were of tears.
…………a beautiful dream she had. A beautiful dream she lived……..a beautiful night she spent. A night worth remembering for lifetime. A moment to cherish for lifetime. A dream to live for………….a dream she lived that night.
….dreams are saccharine, dreams are acid, dreams are obvious, and dreams are figment of your imagination……. You dream, I dream…..
But dreams are just dreams……………it hurts a lot when they break into pieces which can never get together again.
Monday, September 22, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
a dream......she lived
How do you delineate dreams???????This query seems easier said than done, to come back with…..even though everyone of us dream,. Dreams of accomplishment, dreams of contentment, and dreams of love……obviously we are not talking about nightmares here….dreams is saccharine, dreams are acid, dreams are obvious, and dreams are figment of your imagination……. You dream, I dream…..
A girl who loves to dream, though her dreams are never rewarded. Nightmares are on the other hand just in the offing for her to come true. This can easily be proved when she scores what she sees in her nightmares. That obviously means she scores less. This was just an example quoted about her wrestle with life, destiny and dreams. She dreams of victory, she dreams of shahrukh, she dreams of the hand that could be held forever….
Another dream comes her way. The dream of lifetime she lived in that one day. A beautiful day. For that day she lived a fairytale story. Love is for angels, and rest all are humans, but that day she got that love, she got the hand that could be held eternally. The beautiful hours of darkness. The march on the beach. Clutching hands and getting as close as possible to the one she loved most. Being lifted up in arms. Sitting and watching beautiful waves. Getting dressed up in the best possible way for the dance of the lifetime. Dancing with arms in arms. Sitting on the lap and sipping a beer. Having the first encounter with cigarette. The fastest ride in car ever possible with the most romantic song possible being played. Living the moments of love and feeling of closeness in car when its raining heavily outside…………a beautiful dream she had. A beautiful dream she lived……..a beautiful night she spent. A night worth remembering for lifetime. A moment to cherish for lifetime. A dream to live for………….a dream she lived that night.
A girl who loves to dream, though her dreams are never rewarded. Nightmares are on the other hand just in the offing for her to come true. This can easily be proved when she scores what she sees in her nightmares. That obviously means she scores less. This was just an example quoted about her wrestle with life, destiny and dreams. She dreams of victory, she dreams of shahrukh, she dreams of the hand that could be held forever….
Another dream comes her way. The dream of lifetime she lived in that one day. A beautiful day. For that day she lived a fairytale story. Love is for angels, and rest all are humans, but that day she got that love, she got the hand that could be held eternally. The beautiful hours of darkness. The march on the beach. Clutching hands and getting as close as possible to the one she loved most. Being lifted up in arms. Sitting and watching beautiful waves. Getting dressed up in the best possible way for the dance of the lifetime. Dancing with arms in arms. Sitting on the lap and sipping a beer. Having the first encounter with cigarette. The fastest ride in car ever possible with the most romantic song possible being played. Living the moments of love and feeling of closeness in car when its raining heavily outside…………a beautiful dream she had. A beautiful dream she lived……..a beautiful night she spent. A night worth remembering for lifetime. A moment to cherish for lifetime. A dream to live for………….a dream she lived that night.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
strange.............
I always contemplated, emotions inside me have kicked the bucket and I have become a BITCH, until unless today I apprehended that I still feel twinge for my people. Yes, today there were tears in my eyes, I cried a lot today…………..well, I am not talking here about any of my boy friend or my break up……these tears are for my pal, my best friend. She broke up…….she did it this time, not the guy.
She is not off beam in doing this, I know her. She can never be rude to anyone. It’s just that god is discourteous sometimes or to make it more simpler, its all our destiny.
Me and she, have habit of living in dream world. We have reverie world of our own. We chuckle, we sob, we rejoice……..even after our bfs leave us. I still commit to memory the day when I was gloomy for the most usual reason in this globe, had a brawl with bf. And then we both saw a book on which it was written “JO AAJ TUMHARA HAI,KAL KISI AUR KA THA, PARSO KISI AUR KA HOGA”, and then we came to conclusion this applies to bfs also, lolll……..the paath from geeta saar. Have spent many such moments together weeping for stable relationships, but it never happened.
I was very in high spirits the day she told me she likes some one and things are actually working well. I was very contented, finally she got someone.
And today she said, it’s all over. I told her she is lucky to get the one whom she loves n who loves her a lot, but she said, “Shweta loving some1 and getting loved is sometimes not enough”. I could feel the pain inside her. She was laughing even today, smiling even today, but I cried……..I just cant see her this way, I know it hurts more than anything, specially when you have to quit even when you love the other person. Still don’t know what made her do that……………..
It always happen…isn’t it? People who don’t get their love for them even a small glimpse is more than enough and sometimes even getting love is not enough…….
World is strange, love is strange, god is strange, we are strange…
She is not off beam in doing this, I know her. She can never be rude to anyone. It’s just that god is discourteous sometimes or to make it more simpler, its all our destiny.
Me and she, have habit of living in dream world. We have reverie world of our own. We chuckle, we sob, we rejoice……..even after our bfs leave us. I still commit to memory the day when I was gloomy for the most usual reason in this globe, had a brawl with bf. And then we both saw a book on which it was written “JO AAJ TUMHARA HAI,KAL KISI AUR KA THA, PARSO KISI AUR KA HOGA”, and then we came to conclusion this applies to bfs also, lolll……..the paath from geeta saar. Have spent many such moments together weeping for stable relationships, but it never happened.
I was very in high spirits the day she told me she likes some one and things are actually working well. I was very contented, finally she got someone.
And today she said, it’s all over. I told her she is lucky to get the one whom she loves n who loves her a lot, but she said, “Shweta loving some1 and getting loved is sometimes not enough”. I could feel the pain inside her. She was laughing even today, smiling even today, but I cried……..I just cant see her this way, I know it hurts more than anything, specially when you have to quit even when you love the other person. Still don’t know what made her do that……………..
It always happen…isn’t it? People who don’t get their love for them even a small glimpse is more than enough and sometimes even getting love is not enough…….
World is strange, love is strange, god is strange, we are strange…
Saturday, September 6, 2008
realizing importance of time,people,place
Ahhhhhh, subsequent to four years of engineering, which I contemplated to be my biggest faux pas, I have started to pine for my engineering days. Yes, I miss everything that I used to be repulsed by, piles of assignments, monthly term tests, too much into book kind of crowd….I miss them all.
Like any juvenile, I dint actually know what is to be done after engineering. Always craved to become a journalist but mom dad never espoused, though they are very supportive…………with due respects to them.
Gave GRE, TOEFL………., .scored quite well. But then just couldn’t think of departuring from my country, leave-taking from my people. By the time I apprehended this, time to give any other entrance exam for further studies in India like GATE,CAT,MAT.etc was over. Here comes into play our Maharashtra state CET exam…..not so hard to crack. Went for it. Upshot was, as usual not at all appreciable. But somehow managed to get admission in MBA College. Yes, I never pondered, I will be doing MBA, that too in international business. Sounds cool, isn’t it? What made me take this specialization???/ahhh to be very frank, even I don’t know. My new college started 2 months back….and I m still not well acquainted with it. reason-I m missing my engineering days.
It happens bountiful times in life that we realize magnitude of things when they are out of our life. But by the time we realize, time moves ahead. I remember a saying-TIME AND TIDE WAIT FOR NONE.
This post is basically for friends who don’t realize the importance of each n every second, each and every place and most importantly each and every person in their lives. You can’t make time to stand still, make it worth remembering; but you can stop people close to you, so stop them, hold them and never abscond them before you later think that your days with that person were best days of your life.
Today I might cry about doing MBA, but a post in future can be expected saying………I MISS MY MBA DAYS
Like any juvenile, I dint actually know what is to be done after engineering. Always craved to become a journalist but mom dad never espoused, though they are very supportive…………with due respects to them.
Gave GRE, TOEFL………., .scored quite well. But then just couldn’t think of departuring from my country, leave-taking from my people. By the time I apprehended this, time to give any other entrance exam for further studies in India like GATE,CAT,MAT.etc was over. Here comes into play our Maharashtra state CET exam…..not so hard to crack. Went for it. Upshot was, as usual not at all appreciable. But somehow managed to get admission in MBA College. Yes, I never pondered, I will be doing MBA, that too in international business. Sounds cool, isn’t it? What made me take this specialization???/ahhh to be very frank, even I don’t know. My new college started 2 months back….and I m still not well acquainted with it. reason-I m missing my engineering days.
It happens bountiful times in life that we realize magnitude of things when they are out of our life. But by the time we realize, time moves ahead. I remember a saying-TIME AND TIDE WAIT FOR NONE.
This post is basically for friends who don’t realize the importance of each n every second, each and every place and most importantly each and every person in their lives. You can’t make time to stand still, make it worth remembering; but you can stop people close to you, so stop them, hold them and never abscond them before you later think that your days with that person were best days of your life.
Today I might cry about doing MBA, but a post in future can be expected saying………I MISS MY MBA DAYS
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
TRUTH AND LIE
WHY WE ACQUAINT WITH LIES WHEN IT COULD BE A PART OF THE PROBLEM?AND WHY PUT OUT OF SIGHT THE TRUTH WHEN THERE’S A NECESSITATING TO LET SOMEBODY SEE IT?IS IT REALLY INDISPENSABLE FOR CREATURE TO LIE?OR JUST A JUSTIFICATION TO ENVELOPE THE MISTAKE?IS THE TRUTH COULDN’T BE CHARMING FOR US TO UTTER OR SNOOP?OR PERHAPS TRUTH IS NOT IN ACTUAL FACT THAT IMPERATIVE?LIE COULD BE THE WHOLE THING, BUT IT IS THE SOLUTION?OR MAYBE IT’S A TRIUMPH FOR YOU, WHEN SOMEONE BELIEVES IN IT?TRUTH IS UNIVERSAL, BUT DO YOU RECOGNIZE THAT?OR IT IS MAYBE NOT IN YOUR BOOK TO GIVE ON IT?TRUTH IS WHAT GOD TEACHES US, DON’T YOU KNOW IT?AND LIES IS EVIL’S WEAPON TO DESTRUCT US, WHY YOU IGNORE IT?TRUTH IS TRUTH AND NOTHINGS ABOVE IT,LIES ARE LIES BUT YOU STILL DEPEND ON IT.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
rainy season...i just love it
Finally it rained………
Rains, showers, drizzles, downpour………..rainy season, I just love it. The feel, the milieu, the environment………it makes me sense sundry, as in some sumptuous butterflies taking wing in my elfin tummy, Loll can’t delineate it in a healthier way. But one of the superlative things happening on this earth……...Isn’t it?
Was taking a crack at studies, (thanks to these long-drawn-out engineering exams, no other option) out of the blue, a pleasant breeze started flowing. I knew it, I knew it………the mizzle, rain is on its way, wont take less then an hour. I was in high spirits, was on my wings. Was feeling great and in next to no time I could scent the most amazing smell on this earth. Yes, it was raining outside.
My glee was in the seventh heaven. I could feel myself doing boogie with clouds. Intone with birds. I just love rains. But then a sudden stroke of gloom and melancholy surrounded me. I saw a beautiful couple, in fact many beautiful couples. Enjoying the rains. It was wonderful to see them but I felt sad. I looked upon, in the sky, with the same questioning eyes. Why am I single god? Where was I wrong? Why couldn’t I have someone to love me, care for me? How long will it be just from my side and not him?
There was no answer, as usual. But rain drops made my face wet, reminding me, its such an elegant evening. Rainy season, I just love it.
Rains, showers, drizzles, downpour………..rainy season, I just love it. The feel, the milieu, the environment………it makes me sense sundry, as in some sumptuous butterflies taking wing in my elfin tummy, Loll can’t delineate it in a healthier way. But one of the superlative things happening on this earth……...Isn’t it?
Was taking a crack at studies, (thanks to these long-drawn-out engineering exams, no other option) out of the blue, a pleasant breeze started flowing. I knew it, I knew it………the mizzle, rain is on its way, wont take less then an hour. I was in high spirits, was on my wings. Was feeling great and in next to no time I could scent the most amazing smell on this earth. Yes, it was raining outside.
My glee was in the seventh heaven. I could feel myself doing boogie with clouds. Intone with birds. I just love rains. But then a sudden stroke of gloom and melancholy surrounded me. I saw a beautiful couple, in fact many beautiful couples. Enjoying the rains. It was wonderful to see them but I felt sad. I looked upon, in the sky, with the same questioning eyes. Why am I single god? Where was I wrong? Why couldn’t I have someone to love me, care for me? How long will it be just from my side and not him?
There was no answer, as usual. But rain drops made my face wet, reminding me, its such an elegant evening. Rainy season, I just love it.
Monday, May 12, 2008
relationships???????????????
We can habitually witness folks talking about relationships. Some populace value their relations and a few ill-fated ones don’t. Even I had my own take on relationships. Few months back, if any one would have asked me what is relationship all about, my answer would have been the way crow flies; RELATIONSHIP IS ALL ABOUT A WALL STANDING ON FOUR PILLARS: TRUST, RESPECT, UNDERSTANDIING AND ADJUSTMENT.
How ethical and justified it reverberates. And I know most of us will see eye to eye with my this take on relationships. Trust is the first and fore most things which plays the root of any relation. Then comes respect, for a relation to prolong respect among individuals is very indispensable. Third pillar, understanding. In relation the saying, SOME THINGS ARE BETTER NOT SAID BUT UNDERSTOOD must always hold true. And finally comes adjustment, to live a contented life perpetually one or the other has to fine-tune somewhere for their much-loved ones. And hence the recipe for perfect relation. Sounds so effortless, wish our life would have been simple in the same way.
As time grows, people become skilled. Even I had petite experiences, terrific ones and terrible ones, which made me alter my previous deliberation about relationship. After a diminutive expedition, I found out that sometimes even the greatest relations may not consist of above four pillars or sometimes even these four pillars cant make the relations great. Then what is the mania or the perfect recipe for a long everlasting relation, in whose search most of the people are.
Few people are in relation for pleasure; few are in relation for the sake of other person, the other left ones don’t even know why they are in relation. Most of them don’t know how long will they carry with the relation, others don’t want to think about it and the left ones make plans of beautiful nurturing relationship.
All and sundry wants someone or the other to share their happiness with, sadness with or in short to create a bond which lasts forever. But what can really make the bond last forever? What can make the relations nurture instead of breaking up. The question still remains the same………………………what’s the recipe for A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP
How ethical and justified it reverberates. And I know most of us will see eye to eye with my this take on relationships. Trust is the first and fore most things which plays the root of any relation. Then comes respect, for a relation to prolong respect among individuals is very indispensable. Third pillar, understanding. In relation the saying, SOME THINGS ARE BETTER NOT SAID BUT UNDERSTOOD must always hold true. And finally comes adjustment, to live a contented life perpetually one or the other has to fine-tune somewhere for their much-loved ones. And hence the recipe for perfect relation. Sounds so effortless, wish our life would have been simple in the same way.
As time grows, people become skilled. Even I had petite experiences, terrific ones and terrible ones, which made me alter my previous deliberation about relationship. After a diminutive expedition, I found out that sometimes even the greatest relations may not consist of above four pillars or sometimes even these four pillars cant make the relations great. Then what is the mania or the perfect recipe for a long everlasting relation, in whose search most of the people are.
Few people are in relation for pleasure; few are in relation for the sake of other person, the other left ones don’t even know why they are in relation. Most of them don’t know how long will they carry with the relation, others don’t want to think about it and the left ones make plans of beautiful nurturing relationship.
All and sundry wants someone or the other to share their happiness with, sadness with or in short to create a bond which lasts forever. But what can really make the bond last forever? What can make the relations nurture instead of breaking up. The question still remains the same………………………what’s the recipe for A PERFECT RELATIONSHIP
Sunday, May 11, 2008
the angel and the devil.......
Angel is always regarded as the genuine fellow and devil is regarded as its ghastly counterpart. I still have down pat with the fairy-tale enlightened by my granny about the wrestle between the angel and the devil, and in the end, the guardian angel winning by conquering the devil. I always used to wonder why always angels triumph and devils loose, and out of curiosity used to query this to my granny. She was always geared up with the answer and a smirk. Smile was warm and answer was pleasing telling me the basic equation of life, that in the end everything goes good or the angel has to win and if the angel doesn’t win, it’s not the end. Jingles very filmy………..as most of us presuppose, but REALITY IS STRANGER THAN FICTION. Then how can anecdotes be totally diverse from veracity???????
Leave-taking from all this and returning back to our topic. As I nurtured up, I comprehended that the angel and the devil were just not constrained to chronicles of granny. But they do exist in apiece entity.
Every human being has two elements. A good part-angel and a bad one-devil. This need not be attested by any verification as in our day to day life we see many such episodes which proves the statement, that within us lies a angel and a devil. In our life, it has happen countless times that our friends ask for something which is cherished by us, and then we launch conversations within ourselves whether to give or not. At that time we think of pros and cons of giving thing. But in the end we understand that our friends need that thing so leaving all deliberation aside we give it.
This is nothing but a very fair instance of wrestle between an angel and devil within us. The angel always endeavors to take us to our legitimate and unadulterated part, and devil tried to deviate us from the same. In the consequences, I already mentioned, the fight between the two starts. If the angel be triumphant, we help the other person and try to make him pleased and if the devil wins, our selfish part takes hold of us and hence taking us far-flung from better side of us.
This way our life is jam-packed with consequences where we have to deal with diverse situations where we often get into dilemma. This is nothing but the fight between the angel and the devil within us, and it totally depends on us, to make who win. Devils obviously take the short cuts, different ways to win. But where the happiness lies is in the winning of angel. We just have to wide awake and know where angel within us lies and to make him win under any circumstances, eventually to be an enhanced personage. And until unless we are admirable to others, we are not supposed to expect marvelous ness from others. KNOW YOUR ANGEL AND MAKE IT WIN.
Leave-taking from all this and returning back to our topic. As I nurtured up, I comprehended that the angel and the devil were just not constrained to chronicles of granny. But they do exist in apiece entity.
Every human being has two elements. A good part-angel and a bad one-devil. This need not be attested by any verification as in our day to day life we see many such episodes which proves the statement, that within us lies a angel and a devil. In our life, it has happen countless times that our friends ask for something which is cherished by us, and then we launch conversations within ourselves whether to give or not. At that time we think of pros and cons of giving thing. But in the end we understand that our friends need that thing so leaving all deliberation aside we give it.
This is nothing but a very fair instance of wrestle between an angel and devil within us. The angel always endeavors to take us to our legitimate and unadulterated part, and devil tried to deviate us from the same. In the consequences, I already mentioned, the fight between the two starts. If the angel be triumphant, we help the other person and try to make him pleased and if the devil wins, our selfish part takes hold of us and hence taking us far-flung from better side of us.
This way our life is jam-packed with consequences where we have to deal with diverse situations where we often get into dilemma. This is nothing but the fight between the angel and the devil within us, and it totally depends on us, to make who win. Devils obviously take the short cuts, different ways to win. But where the happiness lies is in the winning of angel. We just have to wide awake and know where angel within us lies and to make him win under any circumstances, eventually to be an enhanced personage. And until unless we are admirable to others, we are not supposed to expect marvelous ness from others. KNOW YOUR ANGEL AND MAKE IT WIN.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
when in love.........
Falling in love is amazing, falling in love is exquisite………only those who are in love can discern the real gist of love and those who are not in love will for obvious rationale, fall in love one day………so this post is just for every mortal in love, in the offing to be in love or not waiting to be in love……….
When in love, a personage is in seventh heaven. The smile on your face, the façade and its grace, all are worth noticing, as full of glory and charm. In love there always subsist two phases a blissful one and a gloomy one……….leaving the miserable phase of flouting apart, just jotting down the sad phase when the relation is in full swing.
The joyful part is far from indulgence of this world.
One plunks in the worst day of life and still smiling having the contemplation of their dearly loved, parents reprimanding for talking on phone for hours but still the gaze is at the cell phone and hands just waiting to pick the phone up, hates going outside in summer but when the beloved calls, jus running as if there is no sun or not heat. Expecting watch to get rapid so that you can meet him early. Dressing to our best as if the person is looking for the first time, and then waiting for that complement. Coming back home and thinking about the meet for entire night with those digging eyes on cell phone for the call to fix on when will the subsequent meeting take place………….the world seems gorgeous, with no tribulations, and if problems, they doesn’t matter. Just blushing all the way. This was the good part of being in love.
But until unless there is no villain in the story, story seems unexciting. So if there is good part, there has to be appalling part.
Bad part launches when you call your beloved and his cell is on waiting, you call yet again but still on waiting. You ask him to meet but he can’t meet just because he is busy. Sometimes when he is not there to listen just because he had a hectic day, when you want to talk something special and he starts talking about the split seconds spent with x. He doesn’t commit to memory about what you said though you might also forget many things. ……………..and the list goes on…….
This is love, far yet so in the vicinity of, bizarre yet so happening. ……..aching yet remedial…………….its just amazing.
When in love, a personage is in seventh heaven. The smile on your face, the façade and its grace, all are worth noticing, as full of glory and charm. In love there always subsist two phases a blissful one and a gloomy one……….leaving the miserable phase of flouting apart, just jotting down the sad phase when the relation is in full swing.
The joyful part is far from indulgence of this world.
One plunks in the worst day of life and still smiling having the contemplation of their dearly loved, parents reprimanding for talking on phone for hours but still the gaze is at the cell phone and hands just waiting to pick the phone up, hates going outside in summer but when the beloved calls, jus running as if there is no sun or not heat. Expecting watch to get rapid so that you can meet him early. Dressing to our best as if the person is looking for the first time, and then waiting for that complement. Coming back home and thinking about the meet for entire night with those digging eyes on cell phone for the call to fix on when will the subsequent meeting take place………….the world seems gorgeous, with no tribulations, and if problems, they doesn’t matter. Just blushing all the way. This was the good part of being in love.
But until unless there is no villain in the story, story seems unexciting. So if there is good part, there has to be appalling part.
Bad part launches when you call your beloved and his cell is on waiting, you call yet again but still on waiting. You ask him to meet but he can’t meet just because he is busy. Sometimes when he is not there to listen just because he had a hectic day, when you want to talk something special and he starts talking about the split seconds spent with x. He doesn’t commit to memory about what you said though you might also forget many things. ……………..and the list goes on…….
This is love, far yet so in the vicinity of, bizarre yet so happening. ……..aching yet remedial…………….its just amazing.
Monday, April 28, 2008
first time
First time…………first time for anyone is very special, be it bestowed to anything
First rains, I am sure, most of us just love that feeling of first rains, first crush, it can fashion the butterflies in anyone’s tummy, first love, what an immense sentiment, watching a baby smiling or walking for the first time………these all things really can bring smile on the facade of anyone, and being the first ones to happen, the happiness is unsurpassed.
Everyday in life we get to witness or experience something new-fangled. Some experiences are bitter ones but some are just worth remembering for the life time, or worth being the first time.
Moments come, moments go……..what are left behind, are reminiscences. You can cry or regret remembering those moments or can feel happy that you were part of those moments, thus cherishing them for entire life……
Even I believe in welcoming every moment or jiffy in life and esteem its beauty, because I know that the only thing constant in life is changes. What you have today, you might not have tomorrow, so no regrets, no qualms. Just live, laugh, enjoy as if there is no tomorrow…. Smile throughout your path of life, holding tight the memories of each first time…THE SPECIAL FIRST TIME
First rains, I am sure, most of us just love that feeling of first rains, first crush, it can fashion the butterflies in anyone’s tummy, first love, what an immense sentiment, watching a baby smiling or walking for the first time………these all things really can bring smile on the facade of anyone, and being the first ones to happen, the happiness is unsurpassed.
Everyday in life we get to witness or experience something new-fangled. Some experiences are bitter ones but some are just worth remembering for the life time, or worth being the first time.
Moments come, moments go……..what are left behind, are reminiscences. You can cry or regret remembering those moments or can feel happy that you were part of those moments, thus cherishing them for entire life……
Even I believe in welcoming every moment or jiffy in life and esteem its beauty, because I know that the only thing constant in life is changes. What you have today, you might not have tomorrow, so no regrets, no qualms. Just live, laugh, enjoy as if there is no tomorrow…. Smile throughout your path of life, holding tight the memories of each first time…THE SPECIAL FIRST TIME
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
show that u care
Some populaces in our lives are so much imperative, you not only miss them in their absence but the bliss you feel in their charisma can never be measured.
In my life I have quite a few people who hold that kind of out of the ordinary position in my life, just contemplated of bestowing today’s post to them.
To be a bit philosophical life is a voyage; or if we go by what Shakespeare said LIFE IS A STAGE AND WE ALL ARE ACTORS……..
In this expedition or on this stage, we find many counterparts, few good, and few more good and left out few ones are most good. Saying bad about no one just because I think that no one is bad, u just need to ascertain their better side, leaving this aside and getting back to the subject matter (I have a bad habit of deviating from main topic…loll). The counterparts we find sometimes become so close to us that we ourselves never know the magnitude they hold till the time they are with us, but as soon as they depart we know that they do make some appreciable percentage of our life or they are the ones giving us rationale to smile.
Continuing this , everyone sees in a liaison are loads of ups n downs, but I must say these ups and downs should be there not only to make relation strong but it also adds spice to life. Jus envision how boring a life would be if we have no problems, nothing to think, nothing to cry for or nothing to feel happy for…..
Wandering through these ups n downs sometimes what we overlook is that the people who are close to us may sometime need the care to be shown by us. Sometimes feelings are not enough, what are required is utmost care, fondness and showing what you feel.
Its often said that sometimes some things are better not said but understood, but what I would state here is its well again to say the things you feel like or its better to tell the special people in your life, that what importance they hold……. understanding is of course the key factor but sometimes you need to show the tenderness, the care………trust me it would do no harm, but will make the relationship more strong….and the people, your near n dear ones would simply love it.
So go ahead and show everyone you care for that you really love them, you really need them, they are the people who make your life beautiful….they are the essence of your life.
In my life I have quite a few people who hold that kind of out of the ordinary position in my life, just contemplated of bestowing today’s post to them.
To be a bit philosophical life is a voyage; or if we go by what Shakespeare said LIFE IS A STAGE AND WE ALL ARE ACTORS……..
In this expedition or on this stage, we find many counterparts, few good, and few more good and left out few ones are most good. Saying bad about no one just because I think that no one is bad, u just need to ascertain their better side, leaving this aside and getting back to the subject matter (I have a bad habit of deviating from main topic…loll). The counterparts we find sometimes become so close to us that we ourselves never know the magnitude they hold till the time they are with us, but as soon as they depart we know that they do make some appreciable percentage of our life or they are the ones giving us rationale to smile.
Continuing this , everyone sees in a liaison are loads of ups n downs, but I must say these ups and downs should be there not only to make relation strong but it also adds spice to life. Jus envision how boring a life would be if we have no problems, nothing to think, nothing to cry for or nothing to feel happy for…..
Wandering through these ups n downs sometimes what we overlook is that the people who are close to us may sometime need the care to be shown by us. Sometimes feelings are not enough, what are required is utmost care, fondness and showing what you feel.
Its often said that sometimes some things are better not said but understood, but what I would state here is its well again to say the things you feel like or its better to tell the special people in your life, that what importance they hold……. understanding is of course the key factor but sometimes you need to show the tenderness, the care………trust me it would do no harm, but will make the relationship more strong….and the people, your near n dear ones would simply love it.
So go ahead and show everyone you care for that you really love them, you really need them, they are the people who make your life beautiful….they are the essence of your life.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
don wanna mak ny1 hurt........still.......
Making someone cry will be the final thing anyone would like to do. And yeah I am no bizarre, so always endeavor not to hurt anyone anytime.
Life is nutty, crazy… someone asked me to delineate life few days ago in some slam book (as we are supposed to fill as we are in final year) so I am trying to do it….. Now tacit how intricate it would have been for scientists to define few terms or I should say that about those theories and postulates they have put to the fore.
The most widespread dialogue I have heard in recent times is………”WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPENS WITH ME”………and yes everyone knows that there is nothing diverse happening with them but with every 3rd person. In life we be keen on someone, we get love from many people…..and the circle goes on, I don’t know whether to censure destiny, god or myself for this thing but after a blissful day ,night always draw closer. Night is always welcomed from my side, I like watching moon n stars but few people can’t sustain without sunlight. And still they fill their life with darkness.
The nastiest condition is when you know someone very well, and that person is getting snuffle in your eyes because of you or as I mentioned before that you are held conscientious for creating shadows in life of someone who can’t sustain without sunlight, even if you are not doing any such kind of thing…..how would it feel???????
Same thing happened to me, not once, not twice……….it happens every blue moon. Surviving through difficult times with that constant smile on my face, neglecting smaller things , shocking things, uncouth things, hassles, gossips, rumors, taunts, ……… I never knew when it became my nature. The only thing I knew was just live your life the queen size. Do what you yearn for, speak what you crave, because those who matter won’t mind and those who mind doesn’t matter. I do everything to make myself in high spirits at the end of the day until unless someone gets hurt because of me and still I end up being a rationale of tears in eyes of few people.
Although I utter I don’t care for world, let them be, but seeing tears in eyes of someone wounds me a lot as well. I hope for them to stop crying, I want everyone to b happy around me or not in the region of me but what if they will smile only at the cost of my tears???????
What I m supposed to do then, cry to make them happy or jus let them crying for entire life…………don’t know, stuck again……….and this situations makes me say now.....”WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPENS WITH ME”
Life is nutty, crazy… someone asked me to delineate life few days ago in some slam book (as we are supposed to fill as we are in final year) so I am trying to do it….. Now tacit how intricate it would have been for scientists to define few terms or I should say that about those theories and postulates they have put to the fore.
The most widespread dialogue I have heard in recent times is………”WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPENS WITH ME”………and yes everyone knows that there is nothing diverse happening with them but with every 3rd person. In life we be keen on someone, we get love from many people…..and the circle goes on, I don’t know whether to censure destiny, god or myself for this thing but after a blissful day ,night always draw closer. Night is always welcomed from my side, I like watching moon n stars but few people can’t sustain without sunlight. And still they fill their life with darkness.
The nastiest condition is when you know someone very well, and that person is getting snuffle in your eyes because of you or as I mentioned before that you are held conscientious for creating shadows in life of someone who can’t sustain without sunlight, even if you are not doing any such kind of thing…..how would it feel???????
Same thing happened to me, not once, not twice……….it happens every blue moon. Surviving through difficult times with that constant smile on my face, neglecting smaller things , shocking things, uncouth things, hassles, gossips, rumors, taunts, ……… I never knew when it became my nature. The only thing I knew was just live your life the queen size. Do what you yearn for, speak what you crave, because those who matter won’t mind and those who mind doesn’t matter. I do everything to make myself in high spirits at the end of the day until unless someone gets hurt because of me and still I end up being a rationale of tears in eyes of few people.
Although I utter I don’t care for world, let them be, but seeing tears in eyes of someone wounds me a lot as well. I hope for them to stop crying, I want everyone to b happy around me or not in the region of me but what if they will smile only at the cost of my tears???????
What I m supposed to do then, cry to make them happy or jus let them crying for entire life…………don’t know, stuck again……….and this situations makes me say now.....”WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPENS WITH ME”
friends.....n cloud of misunderstanding
Friends ………. enlighten us how to subsist, how to be in high spirits even when misery environs and yes many more things beautiful in life, and sometimes even the bitter and sour truths. Today’s post is dedicated to two of my friends………..
When we are in a faction of three acquaintances it generally happens that we share a generally different equation with both the friends discretely. Both of them are close to us, both r right, both r closes, near and dear ones. But sometimes it happens that the clouds of misunderstanding envelop us, though I may be out of that fuzz but if I see the state of affairs more apparent my friends are covered by that cloudy fuzz, then how can I be out of it.
Misapprehension arouses when any liaison nurture up. With times as we be acquainted with any person better, we know the good and dire of that person. Good is always reasonable to ears and what about the bad stuff? Few people like me have no interest in bad stuff but a misunderstanding is the key words.
That’s what happened between my two friends, who were equally close to each other. Two diverse people, both accurate at their own places. Very much different by nature still together from longer time. But now the charisma of one seems nuisance for another. Big throbbing for me, as both are equally treasured to me. Tried to listen to both of them, trying to suppress hatred in both of their mind, but the outburst, much awaited happened.
I told one of them to talk directly with the other one, so that the seed of hatred in his mind dies before reaping, but that dint happen.
The abhorrence seems even more clear now, tried telling them to excuse n overlook….its all between friends, but as usual things are never in my hands.
Want them to be together again, cant do it, don’t know y…..well, this time actually reminds me of the saying that more u try to hold desert sand in your hand the more it slips………
When we are in a faction of three acquaintances it generally happens that we share a generally different equation with both the friends discretely. Both of them are close to us, both r right, both r closes, near and dear ones. But sometimes it happens that the clouds of misunderstanding envelop us, though I may be out of that fuzz but if I see the state of affairs more apparent my friends are covered by that cloudy fuzz, then how can I be out of it.
Misapprehension arouses when any liaison nurture up. With times as we be acquainted with any person better, we know the good and dire of that person. Good is always reasonable to ears and what about the bad stuff? Few people like me have no interest in bad stuff but a misunderstanding is the key words.
That’s what happened between my two friends, who were equally close to each other. Two diverse people, both accurate at their own places. Very much different by nature still together from longer time. But now the charisma of one seems nuisance for another. Big throbbing for me, as both are equally treasured to me. Tried to listen to both of them, trying to suppress hatred in both of their mind, but the outburst, much awaited happened.
I told one of them to talk directly with the other one, so that the seed of hatred in his mind dies before reaping, but that dint happen.
The abhorrence seems even more clear now, tried telling them to excuse n overlook….its all between friends, but as usual things are never in my hands.
Want them to be together again, cant do it, don’t know y…..well, this time actually reminds me of the saying that more u try to hold desert sand in your hand the more it slips………
Friday, April 18, 2008
jus few thot straight from mind
The striking sun shine….making ingress through miniature fissure in my window makes me get up……its 12 noon…..ahhh,I m yet again late in waking up.
Those late nights should be held conscientious, nah, not nights, it’s me who should be held responsible. Life is always pretty amazing. Every jiffy brings lot of good things to twinkle our eyes and dire things to make a tear start its long journey.
voyage of a tear, starts when it leaves eye…..two eyes, very gorgeous creation of god. A sense organ to say but a mean which makes possible 2 see this beautiful world holding plenty of liquid glands-tear glands.
Tears of cheerfulness, tears of wretchedness. Eyes don’t know, they jus let the tears flow……
Every journey has some closing stages, every journey has some destination, but what’s the destination of a tear?
Leaving these thoughts apart, I just thought of opening a blog of mine, where I can write anything..jus for me, jus for my tear………….may b this is the destination
Those late nights should be held conscientious, nah, not nights, it’s me who should be held responsible. Life is always pretty amazing. Every jiffy brings lot of good things to twinkle our eyes and dire things to make a tear start its long journey.
voyage of a tear, starts when it leaves eye…..two eyes, very gorgeous creation of god. A sense organ to say but a mean which makes possible 2 see this beautiful world holding plenty of liquid glands-tear glands.
Tears of cheerfulness, tears of wretchedness. Eyes don’t know, they jus let the tears flow……
Every journey has some closing stages, every journey has some destination, but what’s the destination of a tear?
Leaving these thoughts apart, I just thought of opening a blog of mine, where I can write anything..jus for me, jus for my tear………….may b this is the destination
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